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5 posts tagged forbearance
I attended Xavier University of Louisiana as a Biology Pre-Med student with dreams of becoming a doctor and multiple scholarships to pay my tuition. But that did not happen. I left the comfort of my home state to attend school at the #1 Historically Black College for placing students into med school. The out of state tuition was so high that I needed additional funds to pay my tuition or I would have to go home. Now, I think that that would have been better.
“A year after I entered college, there was a time when four of us children were attending college simultaneously. My mother was recently diagnosed with colon cancer at the time but was still working and we were not eligible for financial aid. After she passed away, about three years into college, I finally became eligible for financial aid. Aside from access to loan amounts, credit card lenders were extremely aggressive towards approving credit lines for young college students. I found myself in severe debt within a year. I used financial aid to help pay for tuition and books but still found myself having to work at least two jobs at a time in order to make ends meet and afford to live in San Francisco near school, even with a roommate. Now, over 20 years later, and summers of college at the local community college, I am still about $20,000 in student loan debt, constantly having to re-enter forbearance status, year after year. The monthly bills are impossible to keep up with, after paying monthly living expenses, living in the bay area, unable to find a job where I can earn enough to offset these monthly expenses. I constantly feel like I’m playing “catch-up” and will never find a time when I can afford to get out of forbearance status. I am drowning in debt and just need some help to get some “footing.” I’ve worked extremely hard. I stayed in school. But it has not paid off.”
I borrowed a total of $22,500 for law school. Law was not my first choice but I got a scholarship for part of the tuition. I got 7,500 each year for 3 years from 1990 to 1993.
By 2005 I had paid $44,860 to Sallie Mae. Sallie Mae says I still owe $62,400. I don’t know how this is possible. Or legal.
When I graduated in 1993, I believed I had 2 years grace period to repay my loan. I was told the loan was in forbearance and would stay the same.
However, in 1996, when I consolidated I was told that 9% interest, compounded quarterly, had been accruing since 1993, so my $22,500 turned into $42,600. I had no choice but to consolidate and start paying. School loans cannot be refinanced.
I have paid from 1996 to 2005. I became ill in 2005 and forbore the loan. I believed it was almost paid off and also I paid the interest for much of the time it was in forbearance.
But now in 2012 the paperwork shows I owe over $62,000. I am sick about this. I don’t believe I owe this. The loan was not supposed to accrue interest between 1993 and 1996—this is what I was told by the lenders when I took the loans.
I tried to talk to someone about this in December of 2011, but the customer service rep, located in the Philippines, was unhelpful except to tell me to pay $100 and that I could continue paying $100 a month.
When I went online to pay the $100 for January 2012, I saw, for the first time, my entire payment records. This is when I found I paid $44,860. (I did not realize it was that much).
Even though I have tried over the years to talk to someone about this loan, I get nowhere. Correspondence is also disregarded.
Is there anything I can do? Aside from pleading undue hardship in a bankruptcy filing?
Thank you,
Laura Odonnell
“A human being is not attaining his full heights until he is educated” -Horace Mann
I am 44 years old and just finished my B.A. degree, I tried to go to school in my 20’s and 30’s but did it with the intention of not going into debt by working full time while in school. I always ended up dropping out because of the pressures and the fact that I realized I wasn’t getting an education. I would compensate for actual learning by just trying to pass the classes. I had no time to learn because I was always working. I had to ask the question, “did I want an education or a piece of paper that said I got an education” so I dropped out realizing that I was learning nothing. I am in my 40’s now and finally got my B.A. and intend to go to grad school. My fear of being an indentured slave to my debts kept me from pursuing my desire of education, is this true freedom? I am going in debt and have accepted this dilemma but avoided it for years and so avoided myself for years.
“necessitous men are not free men”
The intense debt we go into in order to get an education I feel keeps many from becoming educated. My story is the huge debt I will be in by the time I finish grad school. But also I have the story of avoiding my desire for education because of this fear of debt. I know many out there who are also in this dilemma. There is another story to this debt threat and that is those who stay uneducated, un-actualized, unfulfilled because of the threat of being in debt. Is this a free society? Do we want to live in a country that keeps us in fear of becoming educated? Getting my degree has been one of the greatest experiences of my life and it saddens me to think I almost denied myself this gift. I know of others who have denied themselves this gift and we can assume there are many others in the same situation.
Is this freedom and equal opportunity? Education is not a commodity it is a gift we give to ourselves and to our society.